October 5
I thought I was over this cold with just a small cough left. Apparently not. Well actually, maybe because I have no idea wtf is wrong with me. My head feels heavy. My arms feel weak. I feel like I could fall at any moment and just stay there. I feel like punching something just to exert some sort of force. Feeling like this isn't the same as when I had the flu, but in some sense it is. I have no idea. I feel just completely icky. I really want to go to school tomorrow, even if I haven't really done and work and don't want to have to make up excuses or hear how I could fail or whatever. I just want to get my mind off of things. I want to be happy. I want the good ol' times. I want to not be like this. I don't know what's wrong!!! I feel so out of it. meh. so that's my little update because apparently I can do this but not anything important!
September 28
So I thought I should give a little weekend update. I'm feeling a lot better in one sense but really meh in another. The first one being overall and the second just isolated to this very moment. xD Phil came down from Jacksonville on Friday. =] He picked me up from school and we grabbed some food and went to watch 9. The movie was okay. We spent most of the time talking since we were the only ones there minus the one lady who sat in the front lol. He came over Saturday too and we watched Hot Fuzz? I think that's what it was called. That was..interesting. The rest of the time I read Breaking Dawn, which I finished yesterday! Yesterday, I also went to a Florida Guard meeting. It was boring as usual. It was like the 9342983 time I've heard it. There was a bit of an attitude I didn't like but w/e its FG. I just want to get my hours and be done with it. I'm just irritated with the people more than anything. Today, I went to the chiropractor annd then napped. I woke up three hours late but w/e. It's not that I'm not in the mood to do work right now, I'm just really annoyed.
So backtracking just a bit. After Phil came down and hung out, I realized how like much more happy I felt. I don't know if it was him exactly but something just clicked and I felt immensely better about like everything. I hope that that continues for a while. I feel very much relieved and just somewhat "back to normal". Oh and I hate spongebob like 98734982734 times more now. Jenny and JJ (esp Jenny) won't stop singing those stupid annoying songs! lksjdflskdjfsdf. Aside from thattttt. Breaking Dawn was gooooood. =] Now off to do the huge assignments I've been putting off and will not have time to finish because it's already four and I feel sick.
Oh and We are Heroes won last night!!! =D
So backtracking just a bit. After Phil came down and hung out, I realized how like much more happy I felt. I don't know if it was him exactly but something just clicked and I felt immensely better about like everything. I hope that that continues for a while. I feel very much relieved and just somewhat "back to normal". Oh and I hate spongebob like 98734982734 times more now. Jenny and JJ (esp Jenny) won't stop singing those stupid annoying songs! lksjdflskdjfsdf. Aside from thattttt. Breaking Dawn was gooooood. =] Now off to do the huge assignments I've been putting off and will not have time to finish because it's already four and I feel sick.
Oh and We are Heroes won last night!!! =D
BBL!
Okay, so I've neglected my blog and I think it's time to call it quits on this project. (for now anyways) I know a lot can change in 100 days but I don't feel like it is what I wanted it to be. So until I can figure it out, 365 is doneeeee. I'll still post on here and what nots maybe everyday maybe not. (probably yes, when I don't forget xD)
Anyways, nothing interesting on my end. Kind of just in the bleh. I'll work through it soon, hopefully. It's just a lot of...me needing to be on my own for a wee bit, I suppose. So as the post says, be back later!
So my overall ideal goal is to clean up my online profile. Deleting accounts and things I don't use and creating a new domain and starting a website along with blog and gallery components. I found a template I like and I'm going to try to recreate something similar. I've never really built a site from scratch. (not at this level of epicness haha) So this will be something cool for me to do. Especially if I really want to get into photography, or any career for that matter. Just something that's like "hey, this is me!" Something...more professional. =]
Anyways, nothing interesting on my end. Kind of just in the bleh. I'll work through it soon, hopefully. It's just a lot of...me needing to be on my own for a wee bit, I suppose. So as the post says, be back later!
So my overall ideal goal is to clean up my online profile. Deleting accounts and things I don't use and creating a new domain and starting a website along with blog and gallery components. I found a template I like and I'm going to try to recreate something similar. I've never really built a site from scratch. (not at this level of epicness haha) So this will be something cool for me to do. Especially if I really want to get into photography, or any career for that matter. Just something that's like "hey, this is me!" Something...more professional. =]
Day 233, September 20
Rehearsed for my english presentation. (I do beseech you!) =] Ate some sushi at my cousin's house. Practiced more Hamlet and cooked us some mashed potatoes. Watched TV, freaked out for a good amount of time then went to sleep. I don't remember much else.
Day 232, September 19
So to start things off on a good note, here's a really cute article that you should read. =] I let this day go to waste. I even woke up at a reasonable hour (before I decided to go back to sleep). I just really wasn't in the mood to do anything but sit around. I'm feeling slightly paranoid about a few things. One I don't want to discuss; the other just the usual feeling lonely, again. I did a little facebook cleaning. (deleted fan pages, applications, and 'friends') I think I ended up deleting more than I intended to, but oh well. I had a good brunch though. I thought about doing homework, then my mom decided to sleep in my room so I decided to go watch tv. There wasn't anything on for a while. (Nothing that kept my attention anyways) I eventually stumbled upon some movie (I don't even know the name of it.) and it was fine. I received a text regarding TSA and it sucked to admit, again, that there wouldn't be TSA this year. Maybe that's why last year I started giving up. Maybe I already knew that it was slipping away. That it was over. Maybe that's why I lost hope. (that's a lame reason) But I can't help but see it that way. It sucks. And no matter how much I complain about it right now and how much I want to do it, it's realistically not the best idea to pursue. I just wish I had more purpose right now. More purpose than "it's for college". Where's the fun when you have to remind yourself that? It shouldn't have to be a constant reminder, it's something that should just be done, no questions asked. It's still kinda early in the night. Unless something decides to upset me, I don't see why I won't be able to salvage this night. Talked to Phil for a little bit. That made me feel better. (and I really mean that, I'm not being sarcastic xD) I really want Breaking Dawn! I'm going to eat a little bit for dindin then get going on some work. Oh, and should I take the Oct ACT? I would have to sign up for it before getting my last score. I felt confident on the last one but at the same time, you never know, you know? Any opinions on that?
--edit: perhaps no work tonight. Perhaps an early day tomorrow instead.
Picture for today: o.O
--edit: perhaps no work tonight. Perhaps an early day tomorrow instead.
Picture for today: o.O
Day 231, September 18
Didn't go to school. Felt sick. Not like cold or flu sick. Sick like...tummy iffy and want to throw up sick. I currently feel like I need to burp but I also feel like I'm going to throw up so I'm trying not to burp. I don't know what's wrong and it's frustrating. I definitely don't feel like going to the doctor. Sigh; I spent the day in bed, not being able to lay on my pillow because it bothers my neck. I've found it more comfortable to lay on my tummy or curled up on my side. All I ate today was a ham sandwich, spring rolls, and wonton soup. I felt hungry like all day but at the same time didn't feel like eating so that was annoying. Ooh and I read quite a few MLIAs today. haha Joey knows how much we read. xD! And I got my senior pics. (thanks to jen. =]) Uhm...that's about it. I don't really feel too well and I really need to do my work tomorrow. I do wish I had someone to talk to right now though.
Picture for today: o.O
Picture for today: o.O
Day 230, September 17
5:20pm - I got 100 on my history quiz! It's totally ironic how I did better on this quiz than on the open book quiz. -.- School today, overall, was pretty okay. Nothing great but nothing too shabby either. I've got 4 packets to do. So I better go get started on them. =] It's time to stop making excuses and get shit done. (well, a long time ago was the time to do that, but better late than never!) And I realized, sometime ago (I'm not sure exactly when), that the reason I may have felt kind of..like empty...was because of TSA. There's no longer that sense of responsibility. It's hard to explain. I just hope this year goes by fast. Oh and you know what else I figured out?! Forget it, just forget it all. Yep. That's what I figured out and I'm just going to go on my merry way.
10:45pm - So I spent entirely too long on my math homework. Almost 45mins...one something that should've taken me 5-10minutes at most. Sigh;; too many distractions. I finished my senior packet though! lmao. I should totally post my baby picture as today's picture. Too late to go to the scanner. =\ Now, I have to do my Metas packet and 2 bio packets. I'm kind of late on the whole..homework thing. lol. but at least I didn't sleep my day away right? I'm actualy spending some time on here. Oh and I finished reading Eclipse. =] I want Breaking Dawn, now! Eclipse was pretty good. Much better than New Moon.
Picture for today: hmmm.
10:45pm - So I spent entirely too long on my math homework. Almost 45mins...one something that should've taken me 5-10minutes at most. Sigh;; too many distractions. I finished my senior packet though! lmao. I should totally post my baby picture as today's picture. Too late to go to the scanner. =\ Now, I have to do my Metas packet and 2 bio packets. I'm kind of late on the whole..homework thing. lol. but at least I didn't sleep my day away right? I'm actualy spending some time on here. Oh and I finished reading Eclipse. =] I want Breaking Dawn, now! Eclipse was pretty good. Much better than New Moon.
Picture for today: hmmm.
Day 229, September 16
Hmm..don't remember much. I got a 16 on my spanish oral! (that's passing by the way.) I got a new project for English. We have to reenact a piece from Hamlet. I did so horrible on my biology test. I need to prepare more for biology...Oh and I painted primer on the future green screen and slept all day. Yep..that's about it.
--edit: If you search "got slightly fat" on Flickr, my picture will come up. ROFLMAO.
--edit: If you search "got slightly fat" on Flickr, my picture will come up. ROFLMAO.
Day 228, September 15
I really dislike this. I'm really sorry. [you know who you are] I'm just really stressed and don't know what to do. It's come down to sitting on the bathroom floor to feel comfortable. I kinda feel like taking a really long shower right now, but they'd kill me. I woke up like maybe an hour ago. So I'm not really in the mood for going back to sleep or being in my room for that matter. Maybe I'm being selfish for asking but the guilt doesn't come until after. I thought I'd totally get over it. (well, I did..) Now it's something different. Now it's just the want need. Everything else is just words. It's ironic that that's all I'm asking for...more words. It's just that I want these...other words...to be more meaningful...to be not just words of reassurance but comforting conversation. I don't want it to be a one way street with someone to keep telling me to go the other way. I want it to be a casual walk along a trail. (I wonder if that made any sense?) Has it resorted to this? Really? Am I that desperate? Maybe I just need to disappear for a little bit to figure things out...It's not as if this "new" decision would change anything. It already feels that way. I've just been stubborn to admit it. I feel like a ghost. (Ironically enough I was called a ghost today.) Meh. No pictures for a while. Not even going to think about that. Gotta deal with just one thing at a time.
Day 227, September 14
Gah my neck is bothering me! I can NOT stand it! So somewhere in between waking up and leaving the house, I hurt my neck. I went to school anyway. I got ice as soon as I got there and after a few hours I couldn't stand it. My head started hurting and I just felt so out of it. (Kind of like how I feel now) It's hard to concentrate. I had my mom pick me up and take me to the chiropractor. My right arm is kinda being funky. I initially thought it was because of me holding the ice there, but it's still being funky. So I'm worried it's connected with my neck hurting, which is definitely not good. Additionally, I can't cough, sneeze, or hiccup without it hurting. Even changing shirts makes it gah.
BU visited the school today. I really like the school, it's just that it's far...and huge..and potentially cold. It would be so different to go there. I'm not really planning on going there though, I just wanted to hear more about it because it kept popping up in my college search. The representative was pretty cool. haha. I guess I should go do homework.
--edit: my right side is really annoying. My neck is currently numb from ice but the upper half of my arm is hurting. It feels easier than last time but some how worse. And completely random and has nothing to do with anything else: -- dislike --
Picture for today: o.O
BU visited the school today. I really like the school, it's just that it's far...and huge..and potentially cold. It would be so different to go there. I'm not really planning on going there though, I just wanted to hear more about it because it kept popping up in my college search. The representative was pretty cool. haha. I guess I should go do homework.
--edit: my right side is really annoying. My neck is currently numb from ice but the upper half of my arm is hurting. It feels easier than last time but some how worse. And completely random and has nothing to do with anything else: -- dislike --
Picture for today: o.O
Day 226, September 13
3:38pm - Before I forgot, I wanted to jot this down. My next project: (maybe?) to establish myself more as a photographer. Well more like just an official like career side of me. (If that makes any sense) I'm thinking of getting a new domain. Tsups (my dad's) and kbubbles (mine) are getting too much junk and kbubbles.net sounds funky. lol. I made that on a whim years ago. So yeah, any suggestions? I was originally thinking of something with photography in the title but then thought..what if I don't do photography? So I''m looking for something catchy and easy to remember that sounds professional. (and then maybe i can get moo cards!) hehe. =] Anyways the project, for now, would just be to make a website. I think that'd be a good distractions and give me more purpose in web masters, rather than just doing stuff for nexus and homework. Speaking of school, BU is supposed to be there tomorrow! (i just found out via email) I didn't hear about it on the announcements...(this is something we need on nexus!) Hopefully, I'll remember to go to the office and ask in the morning. Though me going there is pretty much out of the question, it did catch my attention. So I definitely want to learn more about it. Now off to homework! (seriously, this time haha)
6:54pm - In between working on homework, I read a chapter of Eclipse. I figured it'd be a good way to give myself a break while still being productive. I finished my Spanish vocab and Math makeup work. I'm now onto TOK stuff just because I don't want to touch my HB lab because I'm horrible at drawing. Then there's also the Ch.17 packet. But aside from that, I'm done. lmao. xD And Jen and Tim are sick. =\ awww. I love how everyone just gets sick at the same time...and theres no connection between them, other than being sick.
7:39pm - Watching ABDC =P We are Heroes and Afroborike are in the top3! *wooo!* haha who woulda thought?
Wow not going to finish watching the VMAs but man are people rude tonight.
Picture for today: o.O
6:54pm - In between working on homework, I read a chapter of Eclipse. I figured it'd be a good way to give myself a break while still being productive. I finished my Spanish vocab and Math makeup work. I'm now onto TOK stuff just because I don't want to touch my HB lab because I'm horrible at drawing. Then there's also the Ch.17 packet. But aside from that, I'm done. lmao. xD And Jen and Tim are sick. =\ awww. I love how everyone just gets sick at the same time...and theres no connection between them, other than being sick.
7:39pm - Watching ABDC =P We are Heroes and Afroborike are in the top3! *wooo!* haha who woulda thought?
Wow not going to finish watching the VMAs but man are people rude tonight.
Picture for today: o.O
Day 225, September 12
I initially wanted to start this post about....2 hours ago but got sidetracked as I started IMing with Kyle, V, and Joey. ...Oh look I got distracted for another 20mins. haha. I took my ACT today. It was a lot better than I thought it would be. I skipped only 5 questions and I'm fairly confident in my score to come. I really hope it's as good as I think it will be. Read some Eclipse and took a nap during the afternoon. I've been annoyed at my phone all day. Well not at the phone, more like the vibrations indicating a trivial text message or phone call. I think I actually let my phone vibrate for 5minutes before realizing it was just my alarm. I read a little more then ate and watched some TV. I made some yummy eggs with tomato. =P After I while, I realized I really needed to get working so I got on my laptop, which by now I think was feeling a little forgotten. haha. Then came the thought of posting this post. I was sidetracked for about 2 hours by IMs and applying to UM. I just have 2 more portions to complete. The info about my parents and the essay. Both easily done since I just need to ask my parents some questions and I'm already half done with my essay.
Here's the intro:
“Imaging Technology Level II!”, the voice boomed over the speakers. The second and third place winners had been announced. I stood, with the other finalists, anxious and doubtful. “The first place trophy goes to...Kimberly Que!” I didn't know what to think. Everything was a quick and exciting blur. I rushed up the stairs to the stage and shook hands with the familiar state officers as they awarded me my trophy. As quickly as I walked on stage, I exited. Full of excitement, I stood impatiently for the photographer to take my picture. As soon as he was done, I rushed towards the fellow members of my chapter. I had never felt so accomplished, and the support was overwhelming.
What do you think? I'm thinking it's a good start. Since I want to get into either advertising or photojournalism, I'm thinking this will be able to incorporate the creative and leadership aspects, as well as my kinda life changing and view on life aspects. The outcome should be interesting.
I just finished talking with Kyle for about an hour. It was nice to catch up and just talk. Nice to share what's on my mind, as if we were sitting on that balcony again, but...with more hope and less about shortcomings. Although I did nothing makeup work related for school, I feel accomplished with today, and although I felt a kind of emptiness throughout the day, I think I'll be able to make that apple juice after all. ;] It'll just take time. Eventually, I'll be able to put my finger on that thing I've been missing, but for now, I think I can survive being merely somewhat content. Oh, and Happy Birthday Chris!! (I can't believe I totally forgot about it when I was talking to him. I almost never do that!)
Picture for today: hmm, i don't know where it is anymore than u do.
Here's the intro:
“Imaging Technology Level II!”, the voice boomed over the speakers. The second and third place winners had been announced. I stood, with the other finalists, anxious and doubtful. “The first place trophy goes to...Kimberly Que!” I didn't know what to think. Everything was a quick and exciting blur. I rushed up the stairs to the stage and shook hands with the familiar state officers as they awarded me my trophy. As quickly as I walked on stage, I exited. Full of excitement, I stood impatiently for the photographer to take my picture. As soon as he was done, I rushed towards the fellow members of my chapter. I had never felt so accomplished, and the support was overwhelming.
What do you think? I'm thinking it's a good start. Since I want to get into either advertising or photojournalism, I'm thinking this will be able to incorporate the creative and leadership aspects, as well as my kinda life changing and view on life aspects. The outcome should be interesting.
I just finished talking with Kyle for about an hour. It was nice to catch up and just talk. Nice to share what's on my mind, as if we were sitting on that balcony again, but...with more hope and less about shortcomings. Although I did nothing makeup work related for school, I feel accomplished with today, and although I felt a kind of emptiness throughout the day, I think I'll be able to make that apple juice after all. ;] It'll just take time. Eventually, I'll be able to put my finger on that thing I've been missing, but for now, I think I can survive being merely somewhat content. Oh, and Happy Birthday Chris!! (I can't believe I totally forgot about it when I was talking to him. I almost never do that!)
Picture for today: hmm, i don't know where it is anymore than u do.
Day 224, September 11
I wonder how I was able to go through the whole day and see no sign of 9/11. (aside from the discussion in TOK) Just another passing day. I did pretty well on my Spanish quiz and my math quiz, as well. I dislike the Hamlet movie in English. I liked my interpretation better. It's totally screwing up with my view on the book. xD I'm still amazed at the pace of the kids in webmasters. seriously?! sigh; I got a 74 on my history quiz...I don't know how that is even possible! (I'm hoping he didn't enter it correctly.) I got by in Biology with not turning in my stuff...even though I finished my notes..I forgot to hand it in. xD The lab was...super easy. TOK was interesting..ish. I didn't really voice my opinion. Perhaps next time. And I should definitely pick a more relevent article next time. (I printed out the first thing I saw.) During the day, I read one on "Is your baby racist?" and another about an executive who lost her job and ended up living in a trailer in a walmart parking lot and started blogging and never lost hope. Now, she's a writer for Elle magazine. That's pretty cool, I think. =] Wong Fu released their Poser video yesterday. Check it out on youtube! I like the chubby monkey. ;D The trip to the chiropractor was definitely needed. I felt so much better. I finally got my upper back spine area cracked by the spinalator. haha. spinalator..xD I feel much more relaxed tonight and just chill. Oh, and I got Eclipse! =D I won't finish it as quick as the others but I got it! hehe. hmm..Alex said he had something to talk to me about but I didn't get home til 9 and he normally doesn't talk on the phone after 9...so ionno. Maybe tomorrow then. I'll be surprised if he calls tonight. xD ACT tomorrow morning and lots of homework after! (Who wants to bet I'll end up sleeping after the test?!)
Picture for today: hmmm.
Picture for today: hmmm.
Day 223, September 10
So I'm kind of procrastinating right now. I want to do my work...I just don't feel so well. I very much dislike sneezing, and just being sick in general. School went by fast. I've got to study for Spanish. (*yay* for Quizlet) I took the Act II quiz for English, I'm not sure how I did...I didn't keep track of time..and let's just say that my ending was abrupt. xD I'm half way done with math and I've got a lot of reading to do for History. My major stuff is for Bio/TOK tomorrow. Lots and lots. I've got...Harbor Branch Lab, Ch.17 packet, 7.3-7.4 notes, Ch.1 questions, and 2 article discussions. Uh...yeah... =\ After school was interesting though. I've never seen them so freaked about anything. We had 2 lock downs. The first lasting only like 5 minutes due to police activity in the area. The second being at the end of school. Apparently, trespassers and some kind of bomb threat. (The message they sent was totally...not informative at all.) Anyways, yea...I want to go back to sleep and forget about all of this! Dislike! Dislike! Dislike! I know it won't just *poof* go away, but I wish it were somehow easier. Something just needs to click!
My head is going crazy! I just feel so out of it like there's a cloud in my head that's about to turn into a thunderstorm. (wow that was weird..) Well, my ear isn't funky any more. My hearing was so weird throughout the day.
I want to fade away, just for a short moment. (I'm typing with my eyes closed. =]) I'm determined to not call him. I'm determined to set things straight (for school , of course) I will go to college. I will take amazing pictures. I shall not doubt my abilities nor shall I overestimate them. I shall do my best to do my best. Hope is not (completely) found, nor is it (completely) lost. Now, let's just hope everything will work out.
So, for now, it seems like all I needed was music. haha. The skies are clearing. =] Oh, and I dislike irony. Well, I like it, just not when it happens to me. Life is weird.
Picture for today: =\
My head is going crazy! I just feel so out of it like there's a cloud in my head that's about to turn into a thunderstorm. (wow that was weird..) Well, my ear isn't funky any more. My hearing was so weird throughout the day.
I want to fade away, just for a short moment. (I'm typing with my eyes closed. =]) I'm determined to not call him. I'm determined to set things straight (for school , of course) I will go to college. I will take amazing pictures. I shall not doubt my abilities nor shall I overestimate them. I shall do my best to do my best. Hope is not (completely) found, nor is it (completely) lost. Now, let's just hope everything will work out.
So, for now, it seems like all I needed was music. haha. The skies are clearing. =] Oh, and I dislike irony. Well, I like it, just not when it happens to me. Life is weird.
Picture for today: =\
Day 222, September 9
So after a nice hot shower, I've determined the following things. (in no particular order, of course)
So 1. My Project 365 is a fail. (though I did like my earlier pictures quite a bit.) I've decided that I will for sure continue to blog and post pictures when I can, just don't expect much. When I'm off to college I shall try this again with much more seriousness. (maybe I won't even wait that long, but for now it is what it is.)
And 2. is just plain ironic. Let's just say that I don't really plan on going fishing anytime soon. I'm quite fine just chillin on the beach. lol.
uhm 3. I feel determined to get all of these things done with or without help. I want to set things straight, like they should be. Sometime soon, I want to go back to the gym and make some kind of schedule to incorporate my chiropractor appointments and staying after school when need be. I just don't want it to be one of those things you can toss off the list if i don't feel like doing it. So I'd kinda prefer a partner on that one lol. (wow i don't think that made much sense. I don't know why I did a number thing anyways)
Eh whatever, I just want this year to be over with. I'm going to try to do what I need to do to be on my way to college and if I happen to have fun doing it, then so be it. I just want to not procrastinate. I'm going to set myself a new schedule and *poof!* accomplishment! (no matter how little it may seem)
Anywaysssssssss... I finished New Moon today and it was okay. I was starting to get tired of Jacob Black and Edward is stupid. I won't get the next book til I'm caught up with some other things that I need to do. So yeah, I'm going to go get started on those things and uhm hopefully this will all work out? (wow, this is a funky post...definitely not what I had in mind while I was in the shower.)
Oh and I don't how I came up with this but I like it:
" what do u do when hope isnt lost but isnt found? When u search for strength but its still weak? When u reach for help but all u grasp is air and empty words? What do u do when ur shoulders seem to have disappeared?"
and I very much liked V's response to it:
"When hope is not lost, nor found; seek it. When the strength you find is weak, find support; you have it all around. When you reach for help but grasp only air and empty words, reach again and don't stop trying. And when your shoulders seem to have disappeared.. find a nice guy—to provide them for you. :)"
I wondered if anyone would catch that, apparently he did =]
Picture for today: maybe?
So 1. My Project 365 is a fail. (though I did like my earlier pictures quite a bit.) I've decided that I will for sure continue to blog and post pictures when I can, just don't expect much. When I'm off to college I shall try this again with much more seriousness. (maybe I won't even wait that long, but for now it is what it is.)
And 2. is just plain ironic. Let's just say that I don't really plan on going fishing anytime soon. I'm quite fine just chillin on the beach. lol.
uhm 3. I feel determined to get all of these things done with or without help. I want to set things straight, like they should be. Sometime soon, I want to go back to the gym and make some kind of schedule to incorporate my chiropractor appointments and staying after school when need be. I just don't want it to be one of those things you can toss off the list if i don't feel like doing it. So I'd kinda prefer a partner on that one lol. (wow i don't think that made much sense. I don't know why I did a number thing anyways)
Eh whatever, I just want this year to be over with. I'm going to try to do what I need to do to be on my way to college and if I happen to have fun doing it, then so be it. I just want to not procrastinate. I'm going to set myself a new schedule and *poof!* accomplishment! (no matter how little it may seem)
Anywaysssssssss... I finished New Moon today and it was okay. I was starting to get tired of Jacob Black and Edward is stupid. I won't get the next book til I'm caught up with some other things that I need to do. So yeah, I'm going to go get started on those things and uhm hopefully this will all work out? (wow, this is a funky post...definitely not what I had in mind while I was in the shower.)
Oh and I don't how I came up with this but I like it:
" what do u do when hope isnt lost but isnt found? When u search for strength but its still weak? When u reach for help but all u grasp is air and empty words? What do u do when ur shoulders seem to have disappeared?"
and I very much liked V's response to it:
"When hope is not lost, nor found; seek it. When the strength you find is weak, find support; you have it all around. When you reach for help but grasp only air and empty words, reach again and don't stop trying. And when your shoulders seem to have disappeared.. find a nice guy—to provide them for you. :)"
I wondered if anyone would catch that, apparently he did =]
Picture for today: maybe?
Day 221, September 8
So I found out quite a few things yesterday. The irony is well...ironic. Talked to a few people, nothing changed. Everything is still the same. And add to all of that, being sick. *yay me* -.- I really don't like being sick. I really can't afford to miss school. So this definitely sucked. I'm about a third into New Moon. I spent most of the day sleeping though. I don't understand how when the fan's not on...I'm freezing cold, and when I have the fan on...I'm sweating. Seriously? wtf. I still don't feel good and I want to go to school, but I have some work to do first. (which I'm going to go do shortly.) Then try to sleep early and hopefully go to school tomorrow.
Picture for today: later? =\
Picture for today: later? =\
Day 220, September 7
So I'm a big bag of emotions right now. Overall, just sad. But I should be more mad more focused more not how I am right now. Well I found out why Phil had been kind of avoiding me lately. Now that I understand, I'm not upset at that, even though I think any other girl would be furious. I'm more afraid that he'll do something rash and stupid. (I'll give him a call after I write this) Instead of going to Sea World this morning, we went to UCF and brought my cousins out for lunch. (Mango shake with boba FTW!) I read twilight in the car and I finished about 2 hours ago and then I read 2 chapters of New Moon. xP I should be doing homework and focusing on school related things. But I just had to get my mind off of things. I wish I didn't have school tomorrow and could just sink back into reading New Moon. (which I might do anyways, cuz i really don't feel like doing anything else. and i meant the reading part not skipping school) So after I talked with Phil, I called up Alex because I didn't know who else to call. and of course that was a good choice. I didn't figure out what I want to do with Phil but he definitely got me to stop crying and just talked about random things. It was good to catch up with him. I'm glad he's being productive and everything seems good with him. I just wish I wasn't in this predicament. I need to regain focus. I haven't lost hope yet this year but I certainly haven't found it yet. and with the way things are going....HAH!
Picture for today: later.
Picture for today: later.
Day 219, September 6
Currently in Orlando. Just got back from Sea World. Read Twilight on the way. heh. I'll probably finish the book tomorrow. Dad wouldn't let me bring it into the park. -.- [note: NEVER CLIMB THE NETS!] I was so exhausted and it was blazing hot out, which made for a grouchy grouch Kim. xD Went on the Kraken. (made a funky face, took a pic before the guy said I wasn't allowed to take a pic of the pic lol) the sea lion show was funny. (the comedic one they do at night) It was interrupted due to the weather though. But I loved how the crowd immediately started clapping in sync when Queen came on. And how after 5 minutes of waiting, everyone was doing the wave. When the lady came out to give an update on how things were going, they did the wave again and she was at a lost for words. LOL. After we went to see how long the wait time was for Manta and it was only 35 mins! (too good to be true) we were sooooo close when they had to shut down the ride and evacuate the building =[. Well I'm exhausted. So I'm going to read some more Twilight and go to sleep.
Picture for today: later.
Picture for today: later.
Day 218, September 5
First: Happy Birthday Alfred! (sorry for the late post) Went to my uncle's birthday party. Ate sushi. Played monopoly. Lost twice. I should've won the second time, but my cousin would beg to differ. Mr Monopoly King. -.- LOL. It was nice to just ignore homework, especially since its a three day weekend. Oh and I returned library books in the pouring rain, as well as made a trip to WalMart JUST to buy post it notes. =]
Picture for today: later.
Picture for today: later.
Day 217, September 4
TGIF! Just finished watching Twilight again, this time with Jen. lol. Edward reminds me of Phil, kind of. ROFL. uhm.. school was okay. I got an 88 on my history quiz. =] Did poor on my bio test, i think. Fixed the flash on my camera! I got the flash to work again but had to disable the pop up thing. I learned about how it works though! Oh, and I idiotically shocked myself doing so xD! Well I'd rather have the flash than no flash. Anyways. Bought a bunch of soda and sweet tea =] I can't think of much else. Oh, and the chiropractor found out that the insurance covered most of the visit so we only should've been paying 8.90 instead of 15 so I have like the next 8 visits free. xD Mmk all done. g'nite! =] I hope for a productive yet relaxing weekend. =]
Picture for today: laterers.
Picture for today: laterers.
Day 216, September 3
So, I'd like to start out by saying: Happy Birthday Phil!! =] (i think i've said that like 4 times today. lmao.) Today was better than yesterday but overall it's still a really =\ situation. I'm most likely saved from doing orals this week. My math teacher asked if I liked chocolate chip cookies. English presentation went well. Had my photoshop fix for today. Did pretty well on my history quiz. (Missed maybe 3ish) Biology was fine. Took a longer nap then intended (as usual xD) Showered and did hw. Ate. Now going to sleep soon.
Oh, and about the eating...when I went to the kitchen to get food (around 11pm) my grandma had just gotten home and my grandpa was like you didn't eat yet?! You want to go to Denny's?!? and im like o.O no..i have school in the morning (and I wasn't that hungry) and they were like oh yeah..and then kept asking me if I had enough to eat....then continued with the Denny's?!? and my grandma didn't want to go because she had just gotten home and my grandpa had an "aww fine don't go to denny's tonight/no one wants to go with me" kind of expression.
Picture for today: none. getting screwdrive tomorrow hopefully so i can fix my camera.
Oh, and about the eating...when I went to the kitchen to get food (around 11pm) my grandma had just gotten home and my grandpa was like you didn't eat yet?! You want to go to Denny's?!? and im like o.O no..i have school in the morning (and I wasn't that hungry) and they were like oh yeah..and then kept asking me if I had enough to eat....then continued with the Denny's?!? and my grandma didn't want to go because she had just gotten home and my grandpa had an "aww fine don't go to denny's tonight/no one wants to go with me" kind of expression.
Picture for today: none. getting screwdrive tomorrow hopefully so i can fix my camera.
Day 215, September 2
So today definitely sucked. I just disliked it. Forget a stupid dislike button, I want a huge dislike stamp! I just. DISLIKE. I want to ramble on here but I feel like I shouldn't, which defeats the purpose of this blog. (maybe I'll create a secret one, that's no longer secret because I just mentioned it.) Long story short, I just feel so out of place. Forgotten. Alone. I started reading one of my old blogs and I was just like where did that go? I remember one day either Freshman or Sophomore year or in between where I remember it clicking and thinking "This is the way life is supposed to be." and that I'd do whatever it takes to keep it that way. Look at me now. I feel like its 6th/7th grade all over again. I'm not being stupid, this is a new low. I'm not bleh or meh. Just sad. Just plain sad. Almost every night I feel like crying. I say these things I want to do but I don't. I want to change that. I want my focus to be me, right now, if nothing else. I want to try to make the best of what I have on my own. I want to fix the stupid flash on my camera. alksdfjsdlkj. I want to lay on the driveway and stare at the sky. I want to lose 20 pounds. (yes, I have 20 pounds worth losing.) I want someone to talk to, that understands and doesn't need me to go and complain to but cares enough to ask. [Joey tries, but it's still just not the same, no offense taken I hope] I don't know. I just want all of this shit to be over and go to college, where hopefully I can have my third chance to start over. I'm still slightly in disbelief right now that this is happening. asldfkjsdlkfjsad. Hmm...maybe that wasn't so short after all. Oh and my english quiz went up 14%! Still not exactly how well I thought I did but 14% is a big difference! And....I might be going to Sea World this weekend, so that's a plus right? Spend some time with some peaceful creatures. =]
10:24 - Updated all notes. Feeling a wee bit accomplished. Time to sleep. Oh and my mommy got me a screwdriver for my camera today! Only this time...it was too small! WTF! lmao. it was 1/32. So I need one just slightly bigger.
Picture for today: later.
10:24 - Updated all notes. Feeling a wee bit accomplished. Time to sleep. Oh and my mommy got me a screwdriver for my camera today! Only this time...it was too small! WTF! lmao. it was 1/32. So I need one just slightly bigger.
Picture for today: later.
Day 214, September 1
Okay so exciting things...let me see if there's anything to share. *thinks* Nope, not really. Sorry. We got senior packets today. I don't know who to put for like all of them lmao. So I'm open to suggestions. xD I did pretty well on my English test. I can't wait until tomorrow to find out how I did on the previous one because I was so sure that I definitely did not get the grade I got. Which, I don't even remember what it was anymore. I just remembered I was really like....NO THAT'S NOT MY GRADE! lmao. Harbor Branch was cool. I definitely need to bring my lunch tomorrow. uhm..afterschool went to the chiropractor and then to walmart to buy foods. Watched Twilight with my parents. It was a pretty good movie. I enjoyed the storyline more so than the actual movie. The movie had its mehs. Going for an early night tonight. Oh oh before I forget, I talked to Mr. Loserface today! (only on fb though =[) Which reminds me that I need to send him a message. ehhh I'll do it another time. [If you're reading this, I totally deserve a call soon =]] Now, it's pouring and I'm going to just chill on my bed and listen to the radio.
Picture for today: latererererers. =]
Picture for today: latererererers. =]
Day 213, August 31
So I really dislike to disappoint. Given the extra time and I still have less than one hundred words. Seriously? I don't think I've ever had such great writers block. Nor can I remember when I started having headaches! (Oh yeah, when my chiropractor started asking me about them..) It's really annoying. I don't have this done and my head hurts and I don't have a lunch for tomorrow! I made a web map thing though. That helped. Kind of. I have somewhat of an introduction. Sigh I hate how I always have to do things in order. I dislike going back and forth. I want to go back to sleep. Part of me wonders why I didn't drop out last year. Then I remember how much I'd probably complain if I did. I just want everything to click like it used to! There's other things I want to talk about but I'll wait til tomorrow. Uhm... Kimchee...? I think that's it. lol. Oh and I love how the day I decided to not carry my laptop around all day, we take massive definition notes in math and I can't seem to keep in history. Harbor Branch tomorrow!
Picture for today: My EE? lmao.
Picture for today: My EE? lmao.
Day 212, August 30
Went out for breakfast. Slept. Went to West Palm. Slept. Though about essay. Slept. Pattern anyone? Went to dindin for my dad's godfather's birthday. It was yummm. Roast piggy and lobster ^^. Taking pics was funn. I'm glad I remembered my camera today.Picture for today: Ring a round a rosie!
Day 211, August 29
Slept in, thought about working. Thunder. Lots of thunder. Slept some more. Ate. Somewhat attempted to work. Coming to America. About to sleep. Phil - weird. I don't know what's going on. Should I or should I not call him? Doesn't seem like he even wants to talk to me. He's been gone for only a week and already he seems so different. =\Picture for today: Tire Swing!
Day 210, August 28
My last first week of high school is over!!! Today was good. I was definitely needing this week to be over. Once I wake myself and get out of the house, the day doesn't seem so bad. I finally got my Spanish oral done last night. Part of me feels like I had it down pat more before I actually wrote it all out. Now I feel tied down / worried about what I'm saying. =\ At least I know the stuff about the country...right? xD Math quiz was fine. Hamlet, the movie, didn't captivate me as much as I thought it would. I felt myself dozing off after awhile. Maybe it's because I listened to it so many times. I think I'll be more into it as the plot continues. Interesting interpretation so far, but I liked the story I had in my head more so than the movie xD. Harriman's class was quite productive. Did all I could do for Nexus, requests wise then finished my Bio notes =] I need to changing something with History but I'm not sure what yet. Then again, he did say he's trying something a little different in teaching styles. hmm. Bio was bio and TOK was TOK. We presented today but I felt like we should've done it yesterday because I had forgotten some of the things we came up with. It was all good though. Finished tthe worksheet that I didn't finish in class on the bus. My handwriting was horrrrrible. Oh well. I ate then slept til 7/8. It felt really good to catch up on sleep and not have to worry about homework due the next day. I'm glad the teachers didn't give us any homework so that we could work on our extended essays because I sure need the time. When I woke up around 7ish I could've sworn it was the next morning already and I like danggg and thought "haha it's exactly what I told Jen." I woke up and it felt like morning and the clock said 7 and the sun was up and orange, but then I looked at my phone and was like oh, it's still Friday. XD! I ate and watched Warehouse 13 with my daddy. I attempted to read the books for my extended essay during commercials, but it didn't work. I was much more interested in them the day I checked them out. I was reading one and wondered why I got the book in the first place. I couldn't remember so I moved to the next book, and thought the same thing again. Now, I decided I'm just going to chill and figure it out tomorrow when I have more energy. Rest and chill time for me. =]
Picture for today: A few kids messing around ;D
Picture for today: A few kids messing around ;D
Day 209, August 27
"Turning Japanese" by The Vapors is currently on Slacker. Go listen. It was like WTF o.O? The morning started off with not having my spanish oral but practicing it anyways. I think I did pretty well for only doing research and not actually having anything set. It just needed more specifics. I just finished putting together my actual oral and I think it's pretty good. =] I hope I do well! hehe repite por favor? Oh and now it's playing "Vertigo" by U2 and it has random Spanish in it. LMAO. Uhm, I have a 60 in English right now, which is like..definitely wrong. She said I got a 47 (i think it was) on my quiz. I know for a FACT that that is wrong. I know there were a few things I didn't know, but I definitely did not fail that quiz! So she said I could go over it on Monday. I finally got the Nexus caught up to date, like finally final final and we're going to have some new members start coming on Monday. I got a 60 on my history year one review test. (I don't remember if I mentioned that or not) Apparently if you got at least a 50 you were on good grounds. LOL. We didn't get to talk about KEY today but that's okay and Harbor Branch is going to be cooooool. (I hope.) So today at school, the bus was actually here on time but we ended up leaving late again anyways. -.- As we were leaving, saw a kid that was about to miss the bus but the bus was already moving. The bus eventually stopped and he ran towards the bus. I guess there was some kid that they knew that was trying to trip him or something? Either way, he punched that kid in the face as he was running to the bus lmao. There ended up being three admins and two SROs by our bus. We all thought the kid was going to get pulled off but they just told him to not to run in the rain like that ever again because it's dangerous, and something about them thinking there was a massive fight on our bus (from all the banging on the windows). LMAO. yeah....we didn't leave til 2:20 -.-; Went to the chiropractor today too. He said I'm doing better and is going to reduce my visits to twice a week. My neck/back doesn't have any more pain but I can feel like my bones are more...proper? like posture maybe? I don't know, but they feel more in the right place. lols. No xrays. =] Went to wally world after and bought 2 2-litters of Mountain Dew (only a dollar each! *woot!*), Zebra Cakes, mashed potatoes, double strawberry ice cream, and peach ice cream. hehe. definitely healthy. ;D Helped Frank with Spanish and stuffs. I think it's cool that they take all of the SL during their Junior year but I think I'd want an extra year of Spanish before taking the exam. Erm...so yea..finished my oral, just gotta put them on note cards and memorize them. I pretty much know it all though andd I gotta do some Bio notes in the morning. LA VACA!
Picture for today: Jenny reading with a statue haha.
Picture for today: Jenny reading with a statue haha.
Day 208, August 26
So tired...I love how everyone is going to sleep early, and I'm still up. Turned in my final lab, finally! Currently working on Bio then History then Biology. I needs to upload Nexus things. Time seems to be flying past lately just like the hours pass fast. Harbor Branch next week already! Believe it or not, I miss Phil...like it's primarily the thought that he's like four hours away. =[ TOK was interesting. hehe KEY Prep School. Ate and went to chiropractor then took a nap. Woke up at 7, Jen came to print something out and Frank came to pick up The Scarlet Letter. Went though some pics on Flickr...and now doing bio. I can't concentrate. I'm just going to finish it tomorrow. I'm going to do history.
11:29pm - finished with history, still have spanish to do but i'm not going to deal with that right now. i need sleep. i feel...alone..ish. like there are people i talk to and stuffs, but no one to really spend time with lately that like really understand anymore. they're gone to do their own thing and i'm stuck here without my distractions. (as if i had time for them right now..but still =\) I miss the thought of being able to call someone at any time of day and just lay there on the phone. i miss the feeling of being important to someone and vice versa. i don't know how to explain it, don't take it the wrong way, there's just this feeling that's gone and i want it back. i hope i'm not the cause for this. =\
Picture for today: hehe Allen's drugstore.
11:29pm - finished with history, still have spanish to do but i'm not going to deal with that right now. i need sleep. i feel...alone..ish. like there are people i talk to and stuffs, but no one to really spend time with lately that like really understand anymore. they're gone to do their own thing and i'm stuck here without my distractions. (as if i had time for them right now..but still =\) I miss the thought of being able to call someone at any time of day and just lay there on the phone. i miss the feeling of being important to someone and vice versa. i don't know how to explain it, don't take it the wrong way, there's just this feeling that's gone and i want it back. i hope i'm not the cause for this. =\
Picture for today: hehe Allen's drugstore.
Day 207, August 25
7:09pm - Still tired and with lots of work to do tonight. English journal, then reading for history, then spanish oral (however long that takes) sigh; I had a purpose for doing a post at this hour, and by the time I got it up, I completely forgot what I was going to say. Oh, and my drawing of the world was horrible.7:39pm - So I just randomly remembered what I wanted to say. I got a hippo sticker in my english journal! ROFL; irony much? and another random thing: at school, like walking through the hall ways, part of me half expects Phil to pop out of nowhere but then I remember that he's off at college four hours away. sigh; And several people have asked me how he's doing and how he likes college (even mrs. hosie) but I haven't talked to him in a while so I decided to call him up. But, of course, he didn't answer. Back to English! "Revenge is a dish best served cold."
9:59pm - So it's 10 o'clock and I definitely have only finished 1 of 3 things. I actually did English first! It turned out quite well...minus getting distracted by Frank, who stayed in IB all this time!~ (kinda quite proud lols) I think I'm going to go ahead and do Spanish first before reading for History. Wish me luck!
Picture for today: random from the asian store;
Day 206, August 24
5:36am - So I definitely got a total of one hour of sleep.11:23pm - It wasn't so much as exhausting as just generally out of it but not out of it like woOoOoO. So far so good with school I suppose, minus the bus. It was 20 minutes late and the driver went in a circle before confessing she didn't know how to get to the next stop. By the time we left my neighborhood, it was the time we would normally be at school already. We arrived about 4 minutes before the first bell and of course, walking up the stairs, two teachers were behind me asking where my belt was...Gah, and to think I was all ready for school! Throughout the day, I kept feeling like I skipped a class or something, or that I don't have 7 classes. Anyways, just some more tidying up for Nexus before it's all fully operational and just waiting for the streams of files to come in. I definitely wasn't productive today, but hopefully the night's rest will bring me back up to par for the assignments coming up. Oh and speaking of the wOoOooOo, I seriously thought I was going crazy today when I was looking in my mini planner. It had August and one page of September then skipped to January 2010 then back to November (pretty much completely skipping September and October) and continuing on. I swear I must have flipped the pages at least twenty times before realizing it wasn't me, it was the calendar. XD! TOK was interesting, the writing we had to do today was I think "What are you? and How do you know it?" My first line was "I am a PROCRASTINATOR. I know this from all of the hours of sleep I lack." and continued on with random words in CAPS. The beginning was good, then my sentences went downhill after maybe 4 or 5 sentences. After Nexus, I slept in the car on the way home, ate at Jen's house, came home and slept in the hopes of waking up around 8ish to start doing some more work. I set about 3 alarms and even asked my mom to make sure I woke up....I missed all of my alarms and didn't have any recollection of my mom trying to wake me up until 10pm. (All of my alarms were on my phone...on max vol...next to my pillow LOL) So now I'm up, here...typing...about my day...staring at my whiteboard....and Phil's staring at me xD. His senior picture is quite....inexplicable looking, but in a good way. =] So instead of staying up and trying to finish a few things I wanted to do today (but didn't), I'm going to update a google calendar then go to sleep and work on all of those things tomorrow. I'd like to see this as a step in the right direction (rather than procrastinating again) because although I can sit here and type all of these things, I feel like if I were to do schoolwork, I'd write something...I shouldn't. So...sleep!
Picture for today: Another piece of Harriman's new room.
Day 205, August 23
Didn't sleep til 5am and woke up at 9am. Went to Denny's for breakfast and went to Staples and WalMart for last minute school supplies. Worked on Hamlet and went to WPB for lunch. Had me some dim sum, which was yumm. =] Finished Hamlet on the way home and took a nap. (Hamlet was really good btw.) Chilled for a tad bit then worked on Bio. Finished the Cardio lab, but then had to "go to sleep" at 11. Now up again to work on my Group IV. Wish me luck? (Yea yea, I shouldn't have procrastinated. -.-, but hey it's getting done now right?) Oh and I had an awesome horoscope today. Oh, how truuuue it was!Picture for today: A sign of optimism!?
Day 204, August 22
Slept in when I shouldn't have. Don't remember what time I woke up but I immediately went to the fridge for some starfruit and I jumped right into Hamlet. I've been working on it all day, only to take breaks for food and drive around a little. (and go to the bathroom too, duh. lol) I'm now on Act 3, Scene 2 as Joey is hurrying me to post this post, but Phil (N. btw. =]) is distracting me on Facebook at the moment. haha. Uhm...can't think of anything else that went on. Going to go pick a pic and post so that Joeyjoe can go to sleep. LMAO. Oh, and as I was driving my sis to her friend's house, we could see the rain coming from the clouds nearby. It was so cool. I rarely see that happen, and today I saw like 5 of them surrounding us but not pouring on us (thankfully) as the sun began to set.edit -- my mom is officially silly. She just told me to either go to sleep or play Mafia Wars with her on Facebook. WTF. Back to Hamlet.
4:05am - My Grandparents are still awake and I'm almost done with Act IV! (My Grandma just got done playing MahJong with her friends maybe a half hour ago? I still can't believe how they stay awake after a long day's work.)
Picture for today: The eerie clouds as they float overhead.
Day 203, August 21
Listened to Hamlet on the way to Open House. Now in Act 2. =] Open House was interesting. Jen was funny. She was speedy gonzalez squeezing and pushing through everyone. Fixed one of the connections in the room and brought my mom up to meet Mr. Gray. It was hilarious. After, I Picture for today: One of the few additions to the Happy Vibe. =]
Day 202, August 20
Woke up and was off to school shortly after. Helped tidy up the cables in the new room and already got stuffs for Nexus. (Let the hecticness begin!) All of the printers have been removed from the teachers' rooms and there are now only 2 printers on each floor. Anyways, after, I went to JJ and Jenny's open house. It was w/e. Then went to Double Dragon for dindin. (yum as usual.) Thennnn came home to pick up a few things, then went to Jen's house. Hung out, ended up not doing any work, but it's all good. I was tired anyways. Going to try to get through Hamlet tonight. If not, then sleep early and do it on the way to Open House tomorrow.Picture for today: Me stapling a surfboard to the wall. (Totally normal. =])
Day 201, August 19
Almost forgot to blog...again. xD ended up sleeping in til almost 1pm! XD I seriously thought it was still 9ish in the morning. (Probably because I didn't hear my morning text haha) I left my phone on the floor instead of next to my pillow with the ring on 5. Shortly after waking up, I played blockles with my cousins. (It's way too addicting, and I swear it will be the end of me.) I'm currently contemplating on whether or not I should fall asleep with Hamlet playing in the background. Anyways, after playing for a while, we all went to Allan's house to play Monopoly. I was actually close to winning today! GAH! I had to leave to go to the chiropractor. =\ After that I had to drive my grandpa to Javier's house to get his oil changed. Then he wanted to go eat dinner at the restaurant my grandma works at, Siam Orchid. I then realized....I had to stay there til the restaurant closed because my grandpa didn't want to drive back and forth. Luckily, I had brought all of my English stuff with me so I spent about 4 hours at the restaurant. I finished writing about Act 1 Scene 2. hahaha. My time was also spent talking with my grandpa about college and money and texting and messaging Ms. Harriman on facebook. (which totally made my day...--) So yeah, didn't get home til 11ish then played more blockles, got carried away and it's now 2am. sigh;
Picture for today: Mis Amigos y Yo xP (Me, Nick, Kyle, Alex, Virak, Tyler, and Jen; respectively)
Picture for today: Mis Amigos y Yo xP (Me, Nick, Kyle, Alex, Virak, Tyler, and Jen; respectively)
Day 200, August 18
OMG I can't believe I almost forgot! =[ Well I drove up to Fort Pierce to pick up my cousin from the court house (he had jury duty, which my mom initially thought u didn't have to attend if you didn't want to xD) Then we went for some Korean food and I met up with Phil back at my house. (He had stanky feet. ROFL) Anyways, we hung out for a little bit, and then he joined me in going to the chiropractor. (He was quite noisy.... -.-) Then back to my house for a little bit...then I had to go to my cousin's house for her bday party. So he left. =[ He didn't want to intrude xD It was kind of a meh goodbye...I didn't get to spend as much time as I wanted to with him. So I didn't take a single picture today =[. Which SUCKS, because it was Day 2oo anddd phil's last day here until he gets a break from school annnnd my cousin's 21st birthday! (Happy Birthday Michelle!) We played a game of Cranium, which kinda failed, and then a game of Monopoly which Allan dominated (even though he didn't want to play.) I can't believe what happened to me. I didn't get to buy a single property! (I had to buy off of Frank and Michelle lol) I kept landing on the cards. Sigh; I racked up like $3000. Then Frank went bankrupt and Allan had hotels. And I just sat there with money. Lols. Then eventually had to pay Al a bunch of rent and lost. Then played omgpop til 2 in the morning while listening to Hamlet on CD. I PWN at Blockles haha. And Hamlet only takes about 3 1/2 hrs to go through, which is AMAZING. So I'm going to read along and listen at least once a day til school starts. =] Think I'll understand it enough by then? haha.
Picture for today: My totally none epic Day 200 picture.
Day 199, August 17
I woke up about 10mins before I had to leave for the chiropractor. I was super tired. I didn't fall asleep til 3am. =\ Tim kept me company though haha. As soon as I woke up, I knew something was off today. I still haven't figured it out, but I slept for most of today. (Yes, I didn't read Hamlet...again.) I got Orange Kit-Kats today though. =] (Courtesy of my cousin Michelle, who brought them back from London ^^) They're pretty yumm. Oh, and I cooked amazing eggs today. XD If only I had some bacon, I could've made some smiley faces. =P Anyways, I was up til 3am doing college research. I did it with the hopes of getting my mind off of UM because it's expensive, but after the research, I'm more determined that that is where I want to go. I'm kind of stuck between Visual Communication (Photojournalism) and Advertisement and both require that I pick a second major at the beginning of my junior year. The choices for the second major were kind of meh. I also thought about Secondary Math Education, but I'm not very sure of that. And it'd be a waste to minor in because I'd still have to do a bunch of things before I could actually teach. So I was thinking of having Advertisement as a minor. And then...there's still that Business Management major. =\ Which the more I think about, doesn't really suit me, but couldn't hrt to minor in, you know? Gah. Enough of that, the flash on my camera isn't working. =[ I found a fix for it, but I'm going to wait til the morning to try it out. Oh and I almost forgot, I changed something. =] (I saw it yesterday and got annoyed with how it looked, it's the geek in me? lmao)
Picture for today: Ze orange kit kats. =]
Picture for today: Ze orange kit kats. =]
Day 198, August 16
So my awakening was definitely not so pleasant this morning. (Especially since I didn't fall asleep til almost 4am.) So I was up at 8:30. Sigh; Before I continue to that, I shall describe what happened very early this morning. Around 1ish my mom came in to tell me to go to sleep. Then she comes back in moments later to tell me to turn off the radio. Then sometime later she comes back, yet again, to share with me the growing gator thing my sis got. She then asks me to take a picture, which I refused because I was really tired, and trying to fall asleep. So she steals my camera to go take a picture and comes back to my room laughing. I sigh and she goes away. I then spend the remaining hour or so, on CNN reading random news and this awesome video! (<-- WongFu Productions was interviewed by CNN! =]) Anyways, so after I finally fell asleep, I was awoken, after what seemed like a short nap, to go to breakfast. Between my dad and sis getting ready, I think my mom told him how I couldn't sleep so he said I could skip breakfast. Well, a few minutes later, I was wide awake. Well, awake enough that I couldn't fall back asleep again. So I got up and got ready. My dad freaked, he was like "are you okay?!?" and I was like "yeah, I'm fine *stomp stomp stomp*" lol. Breakfast was pretty good, I was FULL. Then went to staples, and found nothing to buy. Chilled til 4ish and played CTR with JJ. (hehe, tis my fave game growing up. I remember when I bugged my mom to buy it for me.) Around 5ish, we got ready and left the house. We weren't on 95 til 5:45 and we were supposed to be at the restaurant at 6. So I was like, "Oh look, we're late again." Surprisingly, by some miracle, we were there at 6:10, and we were the first ones there. (Don't ask how a 45min-1hr trip became that short.) Anyways, dindin was with about 20people and comprised of a roasted baby pig (apparently, fresh like...it was alive a few days ago fresh =\)(<--it was yummy though xD), 2 types of chicken, and I think 2 ducks as well, oh and fish maw soup. (Although I couldn't understand why they were trying to explain it like...the soup with all theh fish guts and stuff. My mom and I were about to ROFL) Anyways, dinner was yum. The conversations were...interesting. The most memorable being a good five minutes about how I'd get married in Italy on top of a high mountain, high enough where only my friends could get up there because everyone else is too old. LMAO. Oh, and something about slim jims to catch rats and blue pellets that make their stomach explode. o.O I very much enjoy how interesting these conversations can get with erm...older people...including a priest? (I'm not sure exactly what his title is, but a religious person, who has written a book (which I've yet to see) and is very loud)...that are certainly NOT drunk, and think that I can barely understand what they're saying when I know the jist of everything they say, I just don't speak the language. Ladedadedo..sometime laters...I missed ABDC but Heroes is going to be my fave group and I washed Jenny's hair. yeppp u read that right. I washed it, then taught her how to wash it and had her wash it again, then blow dried it and even straightened it. Sigh; her hair washing was FAIL! But now, it's amazingggg! lol, still slightly poofy but its not a big mess of knots! *yay!* Oh and she found her pokey stick. GAH! I had it hidden for like 2 weeks... But uhm yeah, long post for u xP Starfruit in the morning! (we got two plastic bags full hehe)
Picture for today: The gator I mentioned.
Day 197, August 15
8:00pm - So today was totally a perfect reading day. I'm not quite sure how to explain it, nor could I capture it with a photo. (Though, I did try xD) I didn't wake up til almost noon, and after being awake for a few hours I went back to bed. I gave up the perfect reading vibes for some relaxation. xP I've got my three gigantic windows open, well their blinds open and I'm staring outside. It's currently raining...I mean pouring. lol. and It's really pretty. Kind of like that one morning I went outside and it was just amazing. Gahhh I wish I could share the moment with you. Well, it's still early so I'm going to get cracking on the reading I missed out on earlier.11:00pm - Okay so perhaps I fibbed a tad. I didn't read. xP Although, when I awoke this morning I must say that I thought of "taking the day off". So yeah, I definitely didn't read and part me now has the urge to xD wtf? Oh wells, maybe I will. Anyways, I just saw this awesome episode of Law and Order. =] Like normally when I watch it, it's kind of whatever, but this episode was awesomeeee. =] Oh, and people on omgpop don't like playing letterblox with me =[ They leave after a round or two xD.
[I like the bottom right of the image, but it alone looks horrible xD]
Picture for today: My attempt on capturing the vibe I mentioned earlier.
[I like the bottom right of the image, but it alone looks horrible xD]
Day 196, August 14
I'm DONE with Spanish!! *woooooo!* I think all in all, it took me 3/4 days to finish this assignment. Gah, so relieved to be done. Now I just need to worry about reading Hamlet and doing the journals for it and do two bio write ups and then spanish orals. lmao. Oh how excited I am to work on those! xD So yeah, I spent the day playing games and finishing spanish. Oh, and I got my schedule. =]2 - Calculus IB/De?(<--Death? xD) : Totton
3 - English IV IB : Spooner
4 - Information Design : Harriman (<-- Went from 1st/4th yr to 3rd yr to 2nd yr haha)
5 - History of the Americas IB : Gray
6 - Biology III IB : Reid
7 - Theory of Knowledge IB : Reid
Don't ask me why I typed it all out like that xD. Anyways...I feel accomplished! I didn't procrastinate too bad... xP *knocks on wood*
Picture for today: What my future looks like. haha.
Day 195, August 13
Joey ended up not coming, but it's all good. =] Perhaps another time. It was a productive day nonetheless. I worked on Spanish all day. I finished Chapter 2 and I'm now on Chapter 3. Currently talking with V. ;] Falling...asleep....Picture for today: Saw it on the way to Miami, it made me laugh, not sure exactly why though xD
Day 194, August 12
Watched TV and chilled in the morning/afternoon then went to the chiropractor. He says I'm doing better, so that's good. Then hung out with Phil. We went to play some pool in Ft. Pierce. The game turned out : First I won by default, Second I won by my standards, Third I lost. lol. Then we hung out at my house. He wouldn't stop quacking and making disgusting realistic farting noises. -.- He's such a kid. Now I'm going to do Spanish hw until I can no longer keep my eyes open thennn Joey's coming tomorrow! *woooo!*Picture for today: skyyyy =]
Day 193, August 11
Woke up being attacked by stuffed animals, then went to the chiropractor. Went to order my senior pics. Woke up Phil and he joined us for lunch at Seoul Garden. Felt really tired so my mom decided to drive up to a Publix in Vero to visit her old manager while we took a nap. Coincidentally, Phil was driving up there to go to his mom. So when I got there I called him saying "Guess what?! I'm in Vero too!" It turns out he was at that intersection, so he came in to say hi and bye again. LMAO. Took another nap on the way to the library. Ended up checking out like 10 books. A few for my EE, few for college, and the rest were Jen's for her EE and French. The guy scanning the books was like, "Are you sure you want ALL of these?" and I was like uh yeah, I'm sure. xD Played a round of Monopoly and watched TV at Jen's house after. I officially suck at Monopoly. I say it's all Frank's fault. lol. I won't give up! I will win one day! lol. Took a shower when I got home, then cleaned the fish tank. After, did a little more college search and started applications for UM, UT and UCF. Filled out the usual mundane stuff for each. I've decided on Photojournalism/Commercial Photography, Business Administration/Management, or Secondary Education. I'm not done with my college search yet, so any recommendations? So far, UM seems like the way to go, so I'm probably going to apply Early Action (Don't freak, it's Not Early Decision...). Then I spent the rest of the night browsing scholarships. Phew. I feel accomplished. haha. =] Tomorrow shall be a semi lazy day. =PPicture for today: Hey look, it's Frank again!
Day 192, August 10
Spent my day in Miami! =] I visited UM and FIU. UM was awesomeeee minus the initial reaction of the dorm. I think I could deal with it though and FIU SUCKED. I didn't like the guide much, it was like 2 hours long and the college had a creepy vibe that's indescribable, but the dorm was amazing! Sigh;; But UM has all the majors that I'm considering. So UM is a much apply. Anyways, I'm exhausted. Long day tomorrow too.Picture for today: Frank with Giant Pocky!
Day 191, August 9
Neck didn't hurt when I woke up but I had a weirdish sleep. I'm not sure how to explain it. I worked on Spanish for the afternoon and finished Chapter 1 and did some of Chapter 2. Then took a nap from 3-6. It was supposed to be a half hour power nap. xD ooh wait, today's sunday. I knew I was forgetting something. I went to breakfast as usual and then to walmart to get ink and a new spanish dictionary. It's the same as the old one, just not all torn up. lol. -- Let's see, what elseeeee. ABDC premiere was tonight! It was okay I guess, I'm thinking I have to watch a few more episodes before making any more judgment on that. I feel like I keep seeing old crews, if that makes sense? Like the one asian group that was like we don't want to be second rate of the other asian groups we want to be the top or w/e and as soon as I saw their routine I'm like, then don't dance like them. lmao. And I love how it initially was supposed to support a VARIETY of dances, but its always hip-hop. Nothing against that, because it's cool. The situation is just funny to me but not at all surprising. Anyways enough of that useless crap, I have a busy day ahead of me.Picture for today: Dad at the library =]
Day 190, August 8
7:17am - So for the first time in a long time, I was outside at 7 in the morning. Had to get something from Jen on her way to the hospital and she had to get her bike. As soon as I stepped outside it was just breathtaking. The sun hadn't fully come up yet so it wasn't hot but it was light out and it wasn't windy. It was just crisp and amazing to wake up to, but since I hadn't gone to sleep til 2am, I went back to bed. Perhaps I'll go to sleep earlier tonight so that tomorrow I can get up around this time and start my day with some time outside. =] Gahh I wish I could share with you how beautiful it was as soon as I stepped out. It wasn't the start of a glowing orange sky, it was the air, the sounds, just the overall feeling and now its raining. This is perfect. And I'm not being sarcastic about that.11:22am - So far I've gone to PetSmart, Publix, BP to get some really slow diesel. lol. not really. xD
11:34pm - Frank, Al and Steve came by for a little while today. Then Phil came and we went out for some sushi. It was yumm as usual. He got this really thick brownie for dessert, it was seriously a pound of condensed chocolate about the size of a fist. Then we chilled for a whiles after. It's sad to think that this might be the last time I see him for a long while. It's amazing to know that I'm going into my senior year already and that I was with him for so long. (<-- Not in a bad way xD) It's just that time has just flew right by me. And now, in two weeks, another year of school begins and I still have a CRAP LOAD of work to do!! Almost done with Unidad Uno de Espanol. =] Oh and I almost forgot, I made Grilled Cheese Sandwiches for lunch! lmao. And now JJ is like I want it again for lunch tomorrow, it was sooo goood! And it is now my bargaining chip haha. My mom was like, "Why is he being so nice to you today?" And I'm like JJ what'd you have for lunch. And he's like "Grilled Cheese and It was soooo yummy!" and runs off. =P
Picture for today: A snapshot of the beautiful morning that doesn't even capture a percent of its amazingness.
Day 189, August 7
I slept in til noon! Well I tried to...xD I kept tossing and turning like every hour or so, but meh. I eventually got up and did my usual net routine and some spanish work. Then went to the chiropractor and BJs. The doc did a dif technique. It was...well different lmao and I got 4 boxes of contacts from BJs, which should last me about 6 months. xD I can't believe how little time I have to do complete all of this work I've put off. I really hope I can finish it all. Not just the mandatory stuff, but everything I wanted to do. And no, I don't know why I stayed up til 2am working on spanish. xD I went to Kyle's new house today! It's pretty nice. =] We played Monopoly and I won! =D I definitely think that we should have a game night before school starts. Perhaps the weekend right before school starts, since ideally and optimistically I want all of my school work done before Open House. Ooh and another must before summer ends, Hang out with Joey!! =D Picture for today: I scream for Ice Cream!
Day 188, August 6
Currently, on the phone with Joey. <-- He demanded me too... (And I'm not going to change my wording!) Watched TV and played Blockles in the afternoon. Played Monopoly with Jen, Frank, Carlos. Frank won. He is the Monopoly King. ROFLMAO. Then had some yummy onions, that we got from Ei-Ei April. Then I worked on my Spanish hw. Did the first "chapter", now I'm on Unidad Uno!! Talked with Kurtis today too. He remembered Yaki! =D Picture for today: Me V and Kyle? lmao.
Day 187, August 5
Chiropractor in the morning. Then to Shoe Carnival to exchange my mom's shoes. She got to right feet and they were different sizes. xD And she's the one that always tells us to try on both shoes and walk around for a little bit. Got me some Mango Magic from Tropical Smoothie. Then I was off to my Senior Portraits! "Back at the ranch." It took about an hour, and it went pretty well. There are 2 or 3 that I really like, 1 that I like if it weren't for the like looking icky on my skin (<--idk what happened), and another that I just absolutely did not like but would've liked. Went to Seoul Garden for lunch. We had some time to kill afters so we went tto the library and I had my mom take some shots of me. It was nice and breezy, in addition to the hottt. We went back to the place for Jen to get her pics taken. She just wanted the drapes, but omg it turned out so goooood. hehe. Especially the one with the rose, which I'll have to beg for a copy. xD It was prettyyyy, w/hair down and no glasses. And she dislikes her pics taken, pshhhh! Oh, and I spent a good 4 hours taking and going through pictures today. Met up with the Leongs then ate and played blockles with Jen. ^^Picture for today: One of the shots at the library. =]
Day 186, August 4
Awoken by the screams of little kids. The Picture for today: Trying to figure out what to wear for tomorrow.
Day 185, August 3
Went to the chiropractor this morning. Not only did I screw up my neck but I have other problems up and down my spine. Right now it's still minor and he's going to try to fix it before it gets worse. Uhm, just vertebrae out of place and a curve in my spine and another in my neck that shouldn't be there. Possibly early signs of scoliosis. He's surprised I haven't had many headaches because apparently I could easily trigger them. I now have to go to the chiropractor 3 times a week for about a month and then at that time he's going to reexamine my situation. I had my first therapy session today. He cracked my back, which was weird because he like squashed me lmao. Then laid on this bed thingy that had a roller underneath to help stretch and relax my spine. Then they did an electrical type thingy to stimulate my nerves I think. I was quite twitchy haha. Then she put biofreeze on my back. It felt really funny, especially with the cool air. Anyways, after all of that, my mom, Jen, Jenny, and I went shopping! Bought some fresh clothing haha and a pretty nice top for senior portraits. =] I was so exhausted by the time we were done and it was only 5! I was seriously expecting to walk out of the mall as the sun was setting. Got home, and was starving so I prepared food for Jenny and me. Ate ate ateee then played a tetris like game as my dad watched that food travel guy eat in the Philippines, which was quite cool. Now just chillin as usual. Picture for today: New outfit I bought =]
Day 184, August 2
Breakfast as usual this morning, had a different kind of omelet though. It was nevertheless yummy. Then got home and played Blockles until it was time for the FGC meeting. The meeting was like an hour or so long and there was seriously no need to come in full uniform, but whatever. Tis Monkey Business as my daddy calls it. haha. Afters, I went to Jen's house and we played some Mahjong and two rounds of monopoly. Frank won both. He's pretty good at it, but I will beat him one day!! So I came home kinda hyper and in a happy mood, but I ended up neglecting Joey to play on omgpop.com =\ I feels kinda bad because I think he had been waiting for me to gets home, but I'll make it up to him manana if I cans. But yeah, omgpop.com is going to be the death of me... It's so addicting. Especially that tetris like game. Sigh;; Andd my shoulder blade/neck is killing meeee. I haven't been able to crack it for days and it sucks. Chiropractor and shoppinig tomorrow. Picture for today: Hey look, It's Jenny!
Day 183, August 1
Gahhh noooo it's August already!! sigh;; Tis almost time for school already =\ I still have to do all those summer things I said I would do. I hope I can really do them. I gotta crack down! I can't believe it's already almost time to go back. =[ This morning when I woke up my neck hurt realllly bad but once I was up and moving about my neck was much much better. My range of motion has improved a lot. I can sleep normally again. lol. I spent the day on the computer and talking to Joey while he was at a board meeting xD Then took a nap and ended up not playing mahjong. I kinda didn't feel like it. Phil came over and we hung out for a whiles. He gave me 6 indian burns...WTF!! They hurt so baddd and I couldn't get away once he got a hold of my arm. So I ran and hid in the bathroom until he promised to stop lol xD. I also played some kind of tetris game with my cousin. It was cool. I'm uber tired, as usual, so I think i'm going to give joe a call since he can't text then go to sleep. Picture for today: Wavy dude that reminds me of Scream.
Day 182, July 31
Went to the chiropractor this morning. Took some xrays. He said I probably slightly twisted a vertebrae or something. I gotta go back on Monday and I'll get to look at the xrays. I'm currently laying on ice as I should. Afters, I went to my cousins house. Swam a little, then took a nap and chilled. Neck is feeling betters. I can move it a little more, but it still feels funny. Uhm...spoke with Joey for a little bit cuz the hotel he's at is gay and he can't text. =[ I'm like living vicariously though him TSA wise hahaha. Anyways, that's bout it for tonight. Oh and thanks to all who asked how I am =]Picture for today: Happy Meal boxes!
Day 181, July 30
So the big news of the day: I most likely sprained my neck. *sigh* Wanted to scooch up on my bed this morning and while doing so heard a weird crack and then the pain ensued. It still hurts but it's pretty much gone numb xD which isn't good either but the pain is bearable. Going to the chiropractor tomorrow morning then probably to my cousin's house so the kiddies can hang at the pool. I'll probably be doing homework or something. Aside from that, today I went to Lowes and helped my grandpa pick out some flowers to plant. Pictures to be seen in the future. =] Then went out to Denny's for dinner. Tbone and eggs as usual =P I can't get anything else, I tried once, and I felt empty without my steak lmao. Sleepy time. =] Night all.Picture for today: Manta! <-- It's awesome!
Day 180, July 29
Woke up earlyish and was off to Sea World! Got there early so we barely had to wait to get on the Manta, waited maybe 5mins haha. We rode in the back thennn off to Kraken! There was no line so we went on like 3 times. 2nd time we rode in the front, 3rd time we rode in the back. After that the wait was maybe 20-30mins or so but we were like nahhh. We got good pics though haha. Then we ate and hung out at the kiddie place and then watched the acrobatic show. It sucked, only because the show was only like 20mins and the skipped a bunch of acts. hmph. Anywaysss, this plan worked out really well though and we're going to use it more often. If going to Sea World, arrive in the afternoon/evening and go watch shows then sleep overnight and be the first ones in and ride all the rides howev many times then eat lunch, watch one more show and go home* It was perfect because we got to do what we wanted and weren't tireddd. It was just hot out. lol. ooh and i met a tsa advisor from south carolina lmao. uhmm. when i gots home i chilled on the comp and eventually went to pick up my grandma. left the house at 9 and she didn't even finish work til 10ish gah. but joe kept me company haha. now i is home and tired. dunno what ima do for the rest of the night but i'll figure it out eventually.Picture for today: Another Dolphin! =]
Day 179, July 28
Picked up my mommy from work then we were off to Orlando!! Got there around 5ish and decided to spend the evening at Sea World, stay overnight and then go back to Sea World in the morning. Rode Manta and Journey to Atlantis then went to Dennys then back to the hotel already. Oh, and I saw asian Kyle!! It's such a small world! lol. He was 2 people behind me in line for the Manta and was yelling out Hey Kimmmm, Hey Kimmm and I turn around naturally to see whats going on and I'm like OMG its Kyleee! And he was like I didn't know if it was you but it is! So I talked to him as we were waiting. The line was so slowwwww gah. Anddd Phil got unlimited texting and a new phone! wooo! Phil and Joey are texting and one is interrupting the other and...too...many...texts! gah! lol. Sea World tomorrow so gots to wake up early! g'nite!Picture for today: Shamu!! well... a Killer Whale, that was old and could become future Shamu lol.
Day 178, July 27
I don't remember much xD but I played Monopoly and Mahjong. Frank won. like everything. I would've won the second round of Monopoly but Phil was already there and I had to pack up. Sigh. I think I could've wone the first round if I had more chances to get properties but w/e. I know how Frank plays now haha. So next time, I shall prevail!! Went out to eat with Phil then hung out for a lil bit then he left. Felt really meh but meh.Picture for today: Hey look it's Frank!
Day 177, July 26
Woke up at 9ish to go to breakfast, as usual. =] Had Vera sign my cas papers from doing santa letters, she saw that I only put down 6 hours and was like "what?!?! nooo, u should put like 25!" lol so idk what i'm going to do about that if she gets me the certificate thingy. Went to Staples afters and got me a new chair for $10. *woot* It's much more comfortable than the other chair I had. Then it was off to the Chlidren's Museum! Esther is back! I don't know what the deal was with her before but whatever, it's good to stick with the familiar. I was really tired for some reason though, but I made it through the shift. It was pouringgg when we left but stopped shortly after. We went to Dunkin Donuts for some Mango Blasts. yumm. I haven't had one in a longgg time. As I left, I almost got into an accident, but lets not talk much about that. I'm safe, everyone's safe, it's all good xP When I got home, I was realllly tired, but then decided I wasn't going to sleep. I was going to be productive. So I typed more history notes. I did two sections. 10-15 pages of scribbles transcribed into 5 typed pages. =] Not only is it helpful for me to go over my notes...and for exams later on this school year but I'm hoping it'd help kids who had Wyder last year? I don't know, I'm not going to broadcast it but if you want it, let me know =] Tomorrow...I'm planning on doing Spanish. I already have it set up and everythingg. Wooo for productivity! and I owe it indirectly to Joey lmao. He's got me up at like 9ish most mornings and him doing his math all the time, got me doing my work again. Thanks Joey! =] Oh and I'm really liking the candle I got.Picture for today: Rainbow at Sunset. (Gahh..so...much...pink!)
Day 176, July 25
Morning was like almost the same as yesterday. Felt kinda meh though. I don't really know why, I just did...but at the same time kinda content. It was weird. Ermm Frank came over in the afternoon and we played Monopoly with Jenny and JJ. Frank won. He's trying to learn how to pick a lock lmao. Uhmm we ate some ice cream and watched Gilmore Girls. I fell asleep. Woke up around 7 and typed some history notes. Thenn watched Transporter 3 with my daddy. The floating car was still o.O lol. It was good though. No Gilmore Girls for me tonighttt and Joe is already sleeping so I'm just going to finish this, talk to phil a little and head off to bed. Long day tomorrow. Picture for today: Jenny!
Day 175, July 24
Awoken by Joey thennn fell back asleep once he started working haha. Woke up around 11/12 to the sounds of JJ screaming. Got up a few times to yell at him. Eventually actually got up and started working on my CAS book after finding nothing to eat. Modified my awesome spreadsheet and organized my CAS book to the point where I just need to fill the blank pages. Then planned on going to the beach but ended up going to Bed Bath and Beyond and Michaels. Bought me one of those large Cucumber Melon scented candle for like $3. Then went out to Double Dragon for dindin. Twas yummm as usual. =] By the time I got home, it felt late and almost sleepy time but it was only 9! So I spent my time registering for the ACT and SAT and working on my summaries for English. I did Act 1 Scene 1 of Hamlet haha. Those were enough to feel accomplished for today. xP Sigh; I'm feeling a little down on my 365. I feel like it should be the other way around. Like...too lazy to write, instead of too lazy to take/sort/post pictures. =\ Anywayssss, to continue on with my night routine. Gilmore Girls and Joey time!! lmao. Picture for today: my new candle!
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