So I'm a big bag of emotions right now. Overall, just sad. But I should be more mad more focused more not how I am right now. Well I found out why Phil had been kind of avoiding me lately. Now that I understand, I'm not upset at that, even though I think any other girl would be furious. I'm more afraid that he'll do something rash and stupid. (I'll give him a call after I write this) Instead of going to Sea World this morning, we went to UCF and brought my cousins out for lunch. (Mango shake with boba FTW!) I read twilight in the car and I finished about 2 hours ago and then I read 2 chapters of New Moon. xP I should be doing homework and focusing on school related things. But I just had to get my mind off of things. I wish I didn't have school tomorrow and could just sink back into reading New Moon. (which I might do anyways, cuz i really don't feel like doing anything else. and i meant the reading part not skipping school) So after I talked with Phil, I called up Alex because I didn't know who else to call. and of course that was a good choice. I didn't figure out what I want to do with Phil but he definitely got me to stop crying and just talked about random things. It was good to catch up with him. I'm glad he's being productive and everything seems good with him. I just wish I wasn't in this predicament. I need to regain focus. I haven't lost hope yet this year but I certainly haven't found it yet. and with the way things are going....HAH!
Picture for today: later.
Picture for today: later.
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