Day 232, September 19

So to start things off on a good note, here's a really cute article that you should read. =] I let this day go to waste. I even woke up at a reasonable hour (before I decided to go back to sleep). I just really wasn't in the mood to do anything but sit around. I'm feeling slightly paranoid about a few things. One I don't want to discuss; the other just the usual feeling lonely, again. I did a little facebook cleaning. (deleted fan pages, applications, and 'friends') I think I ended up deleting more than I intended to, but oh well. I had a good brunch though. I thought about doing homework, then my mom decided to sleep in my room so I decided to go watch tv. There wasn't anything on for a while. (Nothing that kept my attention anyways) I eventually stumbled upon some movie (I don't even know the name of it.) and it was fine. I received a text regarding TSA and it sucked to admit, again, that there wouldn't be TSA this year. Maybe that's why last year I started giving up. Maybe I already knew that it was slipping away. That it was over. Maybe that's why I lost hope. (that's a lame reason) But I can't help but see it that way. It sucks. And no matter how much I complain about it right now and how much I want to do it, it's realistically not the best idea to pursue. I just wish I had more purpose right now. More purpose than "it's for college". Where's the fun when you have to remind yourself that? It shouldn't have to be a constant reminder, it's something that should just be done, no questions asked. It's still kinda early in the night. Unless something decides to upset me, I don't see why I won't be able to salvage this night. Talked to Phil for a little bit. That made me feel better. (and I really mean that, I'm not being sarcastic xD) I really want Breaking Dawn! I'm going to eat a little bit for dindin then get going on some work. Oh, and should I take the Oct ACT? I would have to sign up for it before getting my last score. I felt confident on the last one but at the same time, you never know, you know? Any opinions on that?
--edit: perhaps no work tonight. Perhaps an early day tomorrow instead.

Picture for today: o.O