October 5

I thought I was over this cold with just a small cough left. Apparently not. Well actually, maybe because I have no idea wtf is wrong with me. My head feels heavy. My arms feel weak. I feel like I could fall at any moment and just stay there. I feel like punching something just to exert some sort of force. Feeling like this isn't the same as when I had the flu, but in some sense it is. I have no idea. I feel just completely icky. I really want to go to school tomorrow, even if I haven't really done and work and don't want to have to make up excuses or hear how I could fail or whatever. I just want to get my mind off of things. I want to be happy. I want the good ol' times. I want to not be like this. I don't know what's wrong!!! I feel so out of it. meh. so that's my little update because apparently I can do this but not anything important!