Day 52, March 23

--7:38am - I'm getting ready for school. Slowly but surely, I'll get there. I just hope I can survive the day.
7:47am - I'm waiting for my mom to finish getting ready so that she can take me to school. I don't know how I'm going to do this, but I will get back to where I need to be and hopefully soon. Sometimes, I feel like I have no support system. I feel like no one really cares. To me, someone saying something trying to make me feel better to show me that they care does shit. To me, the deeds done without saying a word, mean the most. Don't say it, do it. That's what I'm trying to do. I tried taking step 1 a long time ago. It didn't work so well. So let's say this is step 1 1/2 because I don't want to repeat step 1. I'm moving forwards not backwards...or so I think.
7:35pm - Hey. you there ;] Thanks for brightening up my day. Just being there, even if I didn't show it much, helped a lot. So yeah, thanks. =] Moving on, I guess today was kind of okay, minus the dramatics this morning. I just wish that everything would get better and work out. Goals for tonight are to finish my TSA State Officer application and Group IV lab. Oh, and I think you should go on AIM and talk to me. yes, you. you, who never reads this til days later lol.
9:57pm - Why must the time fly by so fast? Today, in the end, was another failed day. I just can't afford to hope the next day will be better. I just want to get this over with. Still need to finish my Group IV lab, State Officer Application, Facilities Site, and maybe set up a meeting with Sanabria to find out what I can do with that Group IV lab. G'nite.

Picture for today: Peking Acrobats