Day 47, March 18

2:51pm - Woke up with an uneasy feeling in my heart. A feeling like something wrong was going to happen today. In particular, a car crash. Then I had another tummy ache/dizziness episode. So I stayed home, yet again. I really dislike this feeling. I'm about to start on another lab. (A really late start again..) Then off to TSA at 5ish. Oh, and Sandhill Cranes walk too fast. There were 5 that walked passed my living room window, by the time I got outside they were across my lawn and down the street. If you know my house, that's pretty fast don't you think? I felt bad for one of them though. It was limping. =\
8:59pm - TSA was pretty productive I suppose. Just another thing to be added to my list is a game on March 30. I don't know how I'm going to get through all of this. But I will. I hope. Aside from that, I'm feeling kinda like a failure. Too much stuff to do. Too little time. I just have bad timing. Really bad timing. 1st hour - caught up. 2nd hour - a quiz and a test and notes. 3rd hour - entire world lit paper, all PMEs, 5 journals from the visit (which she probably won't even accept anymore), possibly another essay. 4th hour - all of chapter 4 except for 3 things, a quiz, and a test. 5th hour - IA lab, Group IV lab, other make up work?. 6th hour - meiosis presentation, bunch of notes, FCAT, bunch of other assignments. 7th hour - a quiz. Aren't I lucky?!?! I'm trying to get these done. I just never get anything accomplished anymore at home. I guess I'm not trying hard enough. Instead I'm here blogging. I just want to restart this school year. Really, I do. I want a *reset Junior year* button. I think I'm going to try to pull an all-nighter tonight. I'm just really determined and frustrated to get all of this stuff done. I WILL do chemistry tonight.
9:58pm - You keep saying that I can do this. You keep assuring me that I'll get it done like I always do, but I believe otherwise. I've really screwed up this time. I don't think that I can do this. I want to and I hope to but I don't think it's going to happen. Oh, and I lied. I'm not working tonight. There you have it, yet again, another day with nothing academically accomplished. Sigh. Maybe I'll wake up early in the morning. 3:30am sound good?

Picture for today: A few of the Cranes that were passing by.