Day 22, February 21

I seriously am not doing this intentionally. (The whole posting an image every other day) I just didn't get around to taking a picture...or doing homework for that matter. I'm still talking to Phil, and I think the emotions are finally starting to get to me. Which is a good and bad thing. Good because..it assures me that I'm still me. Bad because I wanna stay strong about the decisions I've made. -- I talk to Alex a lot, well...I try to...whenever he's available..but he's often not and he's the only one I'm really comfortable talking to lately. I just hope I'm not being too bothersome/annoying.
Anyways, not much happened today...again. Time just flew by. I ate, watched ABDC, ate some more, and watched NCIS. That was pretty much my day. Oh, and my grandma got me my medicine that Dr. Go prescribed and I don't want to take it. My cough isn't bad and I don't think I need medicine. She prescribed Z-pack, which has common side effects of stomach ache/cramps and diarrhea, which is definitely not at all pleasant. On webmd, it said that if the doctor prescribed it then the benefits are much greater than the risks of side effects. To me, my 'symptoms' are definitely not worth having stomach aches and diarrhea. But, my grandma paid like $40 for it. w/e. I'll just take it, maybe (hopefully) it'll actually do me good and I don't get any bad side effects. Oh, and something amusing I found on the packaging.."5 doses of z-pack are equivalent to 30 or more doses of conventional oral antibiotics." ain't that just dandy? oh and it warns that I shouldn't take it if it's not highly suspected that I have a bacterial infection, which I don't think I do and I don't see how the doctor came to the conclusion I did. Well, I just took the medicine...and I can't stop the cycle now..unless I have severely bad side effects. =\
-- Sorry for the long posts, but that's what my blogs' are mainly for...ranting and saying some things I probably wouldn't normally say. I considered having a different blog for my rantings, but that'd somewhat defeat the purpose.

p.s. If you used to read my blog...i hope u remember what the whole -- was. ;] *hint hint* if not, then...ask! but I still might not tell you xP Oh, and while I was looking for the code, I found another post that I wrote..that is kind of on my mind again.

Picture for today: My shadow.