Day 141, June 20

Today ended in a bittersweet manner. I've neglected yet again to take a picture. This time, not because I was busy, I just didn't think to. I spent the morning hoping to go to the civic center, then pushed it off to the afternoon then pushed it off to when phil came then pushed it off to tomorrow morning. Oh well. Going there wouldn't have been good for me anyways, my leg has been in pain for most of the day and I'm too stubborn to take any medicine. no pain no gain right? Phil came over around 7ish and he hung in my room while I ate since he wasn't hungry. My mommy made rib roast for fathher's day. yum. =] we did it a day early since my grandparents have to work tomorrow and it's already 11pm and my grandparents aren't home yet. weird. especially since my grandma said they were playing mahjong tonight. it's 11. Oooh wait, they just got home. So it's 11 and her friends are going to come over and play mahjong. They seriously will not be leaving until 6 or 7am and that's when I'll be waking up. haha, my grandparents are definitely not your typical grandparents. My grandfather goes fishing at midnight/1am almost every night. On school days, I'll be leaving for school (5am ish) when he's getting back home. Anyways, Phil came over grouchy, then he kinda felt better but made me meh, was about to leave but stayed and we ended up talking for almost 2 hrs. that seriously was probably one of the fastest 2 hrs ever. we talked about life and what not. it's really indescribable. I don't even know what I ended up saying. It's not something I'd look forward to again but it definitely wasn't bad. I hope everything works out. I feel like I'm 'losing' many people but at the same time moving forward in a positive way personally. So idk what the heck i'm going to do. no matter how much i try not to care so much i can't help it. i care.

12:29am - Okay do today ended in a better moment than when i originally posted this. i just got done talking to joe and i'm talking to chris who is stuck in a truck on his way home and tim is idk exactly what he's doing. i'm in a good state for going to bed though. Tomorrow shall be a busy day. so far planned is breakfast, civic center, willy wonka, dinner.

Picture for today: me xD

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