So tired...I love how everyone is going to sleep early, and I'm still up. Turned in my final lab, finally! Currently working on Bio then History then Biology. I needs to upload Nexus things. Time seems to be flying past lately just like the hours pass fast. Harbor Branch next week already! Believe it or not, I miss Phil...like it's primarily the thought that he's like four hours away. =[ TOK was interesting. hehe KEY Prep School. Ate and went to chiropractor then took a nap. Woke up at 7, Jen came to print something out and Frank came to pick up The Scarlet Letter. Went though some pics on Flickr...and now doing bio. I can't concentrate. I'm just going to finish it tomorrow. I'm going to do history.
11:29pm - finished with history, still have spanish to do but i'm not going to deal with that right now. i need sleep. i feel...alone..ish. like there are people i talk to and stuffs, but no one to really spend time with lately that like really understand anymore. they're gone to do their own thing and i'm stuck here without my distractions. (as if i had time for them right now..but still =\) I miss the thought of being able to call someone at any time of day and just lay there on the phone. i miss the feeling of being important to someone and vice versa. i don't know how to explain it, don't take it the wrong way, there's just this feeling that's gone and i want it back. i hope i'm not the cause for this. =\
Picture for today: hehe Allen's drugstore.
11:29pm - finished with history, still have spanish to do but i'm not going to deal with that right now. i need sleep. i feel...alone..ish. like there are people i talk to and stuffs, but no one to really spend time with lately that like really understand anymore. they're gone to do their own thing and i'm stuck here without my distractions. (as if i had time for them right now..but still =\) I miss the thought of being able to call someone at any time of day and just lay there on the phone. i miss the feeling of being important to someone and vice versa. i don't know how to explain it, don't take it the wrong way, there's just this feeling that's gone and i want it back. i hope i'm not the cause for this. =\
Picture for today: hehe Allen's drugstore.
dont worry, i still dont go to sleep early, im up, actually just got back from driving for almost 8 straight hours lol.
ReplyDeletei accidentally hit the "nice pic!" button. lol
ReplyDeletebut i'm sure whatever goes there will be cool. :)
yeahhh. i kinda feel the same way as you. i don't really have any goooood friends here at UF just yet.. i've met lotsa ppl, but no one that'd i'd just wanna hang out with and such. it's a weird feeling..
i love the freedom and walking around part. but i really miss being around good friends i've known for a while. new friends are good. but i constantly feel like i have to show the type of person i am, as opposed to hanging out with someone that already knows... well, me.
good luck with all the senior ib stuff. it seems impossible now.. but believe me, you can definitely do it ALL with flying colors. :)
haha yea...i was like I don't have a pic there o.O
ReplyDeleteand good luck at UF! =] (The last TSA Pres, whom I can't think of at this very moment, goes there too! lol she had pics of the shaving cream thing too xD) and thanks Eilene, I hope so too. =]