Okay, another weird dream. This time it involved people I haven't talked to in a very long long time, and even then it was rare haha. Uhm, trapped in a bus, bathroom stalls, sean. That's all I'll say about that one haha. Uhm, paper 3 was much better than paper 2. I'm glad it ended on a better note, but I just did horrible overall. Oh well, it's what I deserved. After the test, Kyle, Tyler, Jen and I went to Americana's for breakfast. It was yummy. =] Got home before 12. Tyler fell asleep in my room and I fell asleep in my mom's room and we slept for a good three hours haha =D Nothing good was on TV today...well..more like there was a lot of channels changing haha. Just watched an episode of NCIS. The Season Finale! OMFG it was soooo good. xD Just about the highlight of my day...and then I realized...how deep of a hole I've dug myself. Now all I need to do is cover it up. It's like my feelings are everywhere and yet, I have no feeling at all. I'm letting this all pass by without a care. but that's not right. I should care. I should be worried. I should try even harder. And yet....I'm not. I'm just not. I don't know what it is. I don't know when I'll figure it out. But I hope it's soon, because I'm tired of this. And yes, I know I should be doing something about it, but why is it that I can't seem to no matter how much I want to? Do I not want it enough? Meh. I'm sorry this project has become more of a blog then for my pictures. I really wanted it to be for my pictures. I do have a few pics on my camera. I'll get to it eventually. See, see that? That's what I'm talking about. I'm not even doing this...w/e. Oh and Coast 101.3 seems to always play things that relate to how I'm feeling. It actually sucks. a lot. Picture for today: Gotta get over that bridge.
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